The Last 5 weeks

WEEK OF JULY 26th
I was not feeling very good this week, but my period wasn't due for 6 days. I had a feeling I was pregnant, but I was trying not to get my hopes up. I needed to schedule my Wisdom teeth to be removed, which I couldn't do pregnant, so I decided to take one of those 5 day early tests just to see. It was POSITIVE. I could not believe it was positive this early - I am only three weeks pregnant. No wisdom teeth removed for now.

4 WEEKS PREGNANT
Missed my period, so I am pretty sure I am pregnant. Feeling a lot better, just have a huge appetite. I can not get enough food in my belly. It is starting to show already. THIS EARLY???? Maybe because it is my 5th pregnancy????

5 WEEKS PREGNANT
Here is me at 5 weeks - crazy! Granted I am bloated and it is the end of the day, but still. I swear there is more than one in there. Ha! I have been craving meat. Steak, bacon, ham, etc. I made some kind of steak for dinner 4 nights in a row. Went to the hospital for blood work, and the pregnancy is confirmed. They don't have you go to the Dr until 10 weeks here, so I have a ways to go until I even see the Doctor. Finding out early sucks, it makes it seem so long. These next few weeks I am going to be very nervous since both of my miscarriages were around 6 weeks.
















6 WEEKS
Bleh. That's all I can say. I am starting to feel so sick. Nauseous all day long. Nothing sounds good, I have been forcing myself to eat what I can. Making dinner, makes me so sick, but I feel bad for the girls and Eric because I don't want to make anything. The only thing I can handle eating is kiwi, rasberries, limes, and limeade. Nice healthy diet, huh.

7 WEEKS
Sick as a dog. No throwing up, but I want to soooooo bad. I feel like I have the flu. Achy all over, dizzy, nauseous, cold, hot, irritated. You name it. The nights are the worst. Come 3:00pm it just gets worse until around bedtime when it peaks. Went to bed last night in tears because I was so sick, but feeling guilty. Feel like I should LOVE this pregnancy since I had a miscarriage before it. But it is hard this time around. The girls are fine and pretty much leave me alone in my misery. :) Thankfully, they play together well. And I passed my six week worry point. I know something could still happen, but hopefully, I am in the clear. They say 90% of pregnancies will continue after 8 weeks along, so I am crossing my fingers. Picture of me at 7 weeks. Don't look too big, but if you can definitely see my belly in the front mirror. Nice.